Goodbye to the Unworthy

We thought we were lovers
And we did what lovers do
She talked for hours and i wooed
I was unloved
Before i met you
And you were searching for one
I met you my friend
I was confused
I thought we were in love
and i thought we were friends
i wasn't sure if we were
you never told me coz you cared
I carried the guilt
but i carried on
You knew life
and you said good bye
I was naive and i thought i was bad
But i miss the friend i had
I would never miss the lover
I'll never be sad
I know you are in love
and in love for the first time
and you cant sing aloud
and nothing is fine
you look around
and no one is on your side
But you are the sunshine
A friend you must find
I couldn't be a friend
but i'll still like to try
I was naive and i thought it was bad
But i miss the friend i had
I'll never miss the lover
I'll never be sad

unsaid

it was just
so perfect
was it him..
must be her
I am the one less blessed
the one standing
besides the lake
I wish for everything ...
and everytime
and I face
the consequence
of not being the one
a lesser charm
I did not chose
and I see the world
running down their dreams
I have my dreams
and full of magic
I fly away
and I see the blue sky
Beneah the silver sphere
I smoke with a friend
bathing in the
brilliant white night
theres a guilt killing me
I must dream of gold
ill be alone if I don't
the prophesy was foretold
I could have been better
if I was born not as a child
if I did not have to learn
I would have been better
if I was born
with a better mind
a better body
couldn't find myself
lost so bad
some of it
some i have

May 7th

May seventhtwo thousand and nine
The beast broke the leesh
no meetings hence forth
Yeah!ball's is in my court
Felt like an outcast
Of someplace i never belonged
Her love i have still but shes gone
How do i explain i was a slave to them!
And slaves shouldn't love
I walked out of the cage
The evening was serene
No voices in my mind
And i had this easy feeling
one of its kind.
I came home absolved
And i took a walk through the green alley
It started raining
so I stood under a tree
I thought to myself
Oh yes!Am i free
The rules of the other world
I saw their fear of the unknown
I went to bed and i saw in my sleep
Able men have fallen
And The evil has the key
got up in the morning with a light head
And i thought i'll write you a song
Its a song about you,its about me
And the place over there so greedy
how i had forgotten a beautiful world exists.

April Rains

The summer heat

was getting in my head

april rains..

i was sitting at my desk

 

the heat had gone

and the night arrived 

The casual smoker

left for the smoker's paradise 

the road was long 

longer is the tale

the small dog

was shivering and frail

its a perfect world we claim

born free and now slaves

no time to sleep

everything is a game

i feel cold i feel insane

the mighty house must be warm

hey watchman!

do you feel the same?

Pretty Face

you said

I was the one 

you can talk to

You said i 

was the one you will miss

i thought all

was true.

oh

oh

its so hard to remember

when you know

you got a pretty face

oh

oh

you got a boring soul

you have 

just a matter of time 

oh yes

oh

and they will see

through your soul

you and i 

will be so different 

and then you would say

I was the one 

you can talk to

i am the one 

you will miss

i'll believe all

is true again.

oh

oh

its so hard to remember

when you know

you got a pretty face.

You and I

Look above

Do you see

The moonlit sky

Look into the rabbit's eye

The lady on the moon

she's shining bright

O look above

the angel's  

got a halo

the stars are on vacation

Come on baby

lets ride

to the skies

on the highway

Made by the clouds

to space

look around

tell me what you see..

Me too...i don't wanna sleep

so let me take you home

make love 

in the velvet breeze

we own the night.

you and I. 

The knights

Ghosts in the city
knights of the highway
the sun was asleep
while they saddled the horses.
Over the serpent they rode
Many rivers .. and
many mountains they crossed
dark forests ..and gangsters they fought.
Tired they were...
and they were hungry.
A castle was there
inside.... were the pirates.
The castle was bright...
merry pirates!
endless was the ocean...on horses they played

Gold they saw ..

And they saw the sea...

The demon he defeated

The souls set free

through the roads of light they returned

to an eternal sleep

The cemetery awaited 

they were ghosts again.